About talking and other stuff

Talking never was my thing, never will be.
He just doesn't get it.
I wish that he wouldn't push me this hard.
That he would just wait.

There are so much things I want to say.
But the words just won't come out.
The words can't find theire way from my head to my mouth.

And than that drama queen, he is back.
What the hell am I going to do?
Be nice? Or be mean?
He needs to know that I'm charge now!
I can make him loved or hated.

I wish I would feel better.
Cause at this moment, jumping from a building sounds pretty good.
I'm just sad all the time.
Life was too good to stay good, I guess.

Being

Being in a relationship, it stay's complecated.
We're fighting, keep on loving.
I'm just so happy he gets mad when he doesn't agree.
He doesn't agree with me on everything.

Not being a social queen anymore, it gives me the rest I needed so much.
Not having all those dramaqueens around.
My life finally seems to be my life.
I acctualy like my life at the moment.

I have a great boyfriend, mabey not as much friends as I had before but the friends I still have are real ones.

But all that couldn't keep my thoughts from wondering how your doing.
Are you all right?
How your doing after I broke your heard and teared your world apart?

Faces of loves past

It was newyears day when we first met.
The smile on your face I will never forget.
The moment you asked me to dance.
It was the start of a bad romance.

When I think back of who I was.
Who I've been with.
You always pop up in my head.
And I wonder if your alright.

I think about the wonderfull/messedup time we had.
How I thought I wouldn't ever find a boy like you again.
Now I know better.
You were just an asshol.

But there is no way I regret being with you.
Cause to me you were more important than you will ever know.
And that's oke.
I got my life now, you got yours.

We both got our happy ending!

The female body

Just to be clear, as far as I know 90% of the man don't really care if a woman likes the sex.

I will admit that my experiens with sex suck.
The man I've dated were assholls in bed.

But there is a reason why 70% of the woman have a vibrator.
Yes, because man only think about one thing in bed, theire own orgasme.

I see myself as a pretty strong woman because I'm taking good care of myself.
And mabey that's the problem at this moment.

Monogamy

It has never been my thing.
With all my games and lies.
If I saw a goodlooking guy,
I just had to try.

And I won't regret it for a second.
Now I'm in a relation, I might be to ashamed.
I don't think I will talk about it with him.
But he does't have to worry.
Cause in our relation, I don't miss a thing.

I think the reason people cheat because:
- they miss something in theire relation (that can be good sex, good looks or having good conversations)
- Because they know they can get better (the person your in a relation with just doesn't have the qualitys to be 'the one' for you)

Sad but that is the way it is.
Woman will go for nothing but the best.
If they don't do that theire just sad.

Trends

Fashion isn't about trends, it's about making the woman who wears the clothes feel great.
Fashionista's aren't fashionexperts.
They just dare to feel confortable in whatever they ware.
Today I look fab, and that sceares me.
People looking at me.
I'm sceared they think I'm a wierdo.
While I think I look soo sex in the city.

Spring finally found our little country.
And for the first time I can't find anyone more perfect than my own boyfriend.
Not one of them can tip on him
Could this be it?
Is this how real love feels?
I think it is, cause I can't imagen it better than this.

And than there is an new angel in my life.
Her name is haley and the moment I'm writing this she's 2 days old.
She's a miracle, a little wonder.
I could never understand how people didn't think baby's were little aliens.
But the moment I saw her, hold her.
I just fell in love.

Not that I want a baby in like the next 10 years.
Sorry I'm way to egoistic to have a baby right now.
I acctualy like having a life.

Xoxo

Wrong

The definitions of the word wrong.

I won't say that I've never been wrong.

Cause I've done a lot things, I'm not actually proud of.

Bud even though my actions weren't always good.

My intentions always were.

I never wanted to hurt anyone.

Bud this is different, this is mean.

Your not going to hang out with a guy who raped one of your friends.

You just can't do that!!

That's wrong.

That's hurting someone you love in so many ways.