Confused

He still thinks I'm confused.
Your just confuded like last year.
He just doesn't get it!
He thinks we will be alright, we won't.

I wish it felt like before.
When we were still happy together.
Happy like in the good old days.
But that's over now.

School, friends, party and no boys!
I just won't allow myself!
No dates, kissers, flirts or one night stands.
I'm better than that!
It's me time now!

Dreams

Last night I had a dream.
And yes it was about you!


What is it with this man?
I can't figure him out. 
And that only makes him more interesting.
He's mysterious and adventure. 
He's fun and admire ring weird.


So why does my dream destroy everything?
Because, this dream was too perfect.
Now I don't wanted to kiss him, because it 
just will suck...
Because it won't be as perfect as in my dream.


I just wanna scream
I don't know where to find it anymore...

Walk away

Call me in the middle of the day,
Just to saaaaaaay baby I love you.

Places

This is not the place I wanted to be.

He said: come back
They say: do your thing
Me said: keep it low profile
I said: go for it girl

I just can't find out whyyyyy?
This place, it isn't fun.
Being single, it's an relieve
Being single means a lot attention
Being single
I'm not gonna change!

Over

It's over, we broke up.
I don't know how to feel.
Relieved is the best word to discribe.
I think.

My hole world is going to change.
But I'm not sceared.
Well mabey a little, for myself.

I guess time is gonna tell.

I'm just gonna stay low profile.
I'm miss nobody.
Ofcourse with style and elegance.

Pretty

Being pretty sucks!
When I was still ugly I thought being
pretty would solve all my problems.
It didn't!

Now I'm stuck in a routine of hair and make-up.
Because without them I'm insecure.
It's not that the world has expectations, it's you.
I can't go on the street without it, I just can't.

Pretty things are sometimes not as pretty as
you think you are.
Sometimes there way ugly.

Like me, pretty on the outside, dying on the inside.

Heartache

Why does it hurts so mutch?
Whyyyyyyyy?
I just can't understand.

I need some advice.
Some really really goood advice.
Cause I can't take this anymore.

I don't mean it anymore when I say:
I love you, I miss you...
It just sucks!

If there's a god, please give me a sign.