Believer

Are you an believer?

I'm stuck inside my head.
Lost I believe.

I just don't know why?
It's so double, misstimed, stupid.
I lie, to everyone even to myself.

I'm to scared to ask myself what I really want.
Cause if I do I might do the wrong thinks.
I could explode, start world war 3.
If I start to think it can only get worse.

Love is killing me...
Now I finaly understand what they mean.