Disapire

It's getting insane, just insane!

This is psycological warfare!

I'm in love, and I think he loves me back.
But I'm soooo sceared.
How the hell can I trust?
I don't even trust myself.
How can I trust him.

I'm just tired of explaining.
But I have to tell him.
I wish it wasn't so hard.

Even the person who I trusted the most.
Again, the only thing he does is trying to break me.
It just hurts so bad.
Another bad experince.

How can I keep trust in man again?