Ready

When I think about what he said, I know it's true.
And I realize, I'm not ready to give up.
I love the party life!
I'm young, I wanna live.

I don't wanna stop living for the weekend.
Than there is no reason at all to live!

Lalallove

He can't fall in love with me.
My friends hate that guy!

But when I talked to him, he was just nice.
He was fun.
Time for a twisted friendship.

Let's just hope this won't turn out like,
It always does.

In the end I'm always the one in pain.

The other boy

It's just a thing I do.
I like the game, playing it.
Lying and minipulate a boy for my own fun.

What? Be happy I don't do it to my friends.
You just can't keep a bad girl down!

And I really try to behave, but when a man
Like that comes around. I just want to bring him down!

Dare to discover, dare to be who I want you to be.
This is my game, and you. You will regret it!!

Love last

Sometimes I just start crying.
Most of the times it's at home.
There is just so mutch negative energy here.

Madness

TThings go totally crazy in my head.
I can't be sceared, but I am sceared as hell!

And there is only one person I want to talk to.
And he's broken, my hero is the one who needs
To be saved.

Now I just have headache, terrible headache.
It feels like my brain is going to explode.
So mutch noise , so mutch impressions.
It's just too mutch!

Hell inside

It feels like hell, these things.
They can't be an accident.

All I'm is scared, she's messing with my head.
Ofcourse I'm also mad, but I'm pretty scared to
Find out where she's capable off.
If this is only the start

I can't stand him if he's aggressive.
I hate it when he screams that he's gonne kill someone.
It makes me afraid for our future.

But she can't win!
I won't be so easy to break.

AAAAAAAAAH if aggresion was my thing,
I would have slam her in the face.

Together

When he starts talking about living together.
I just wonder:
Do I have to stop using drugs?
Do I have to spend less?
What if I can't party anymore?

Is life without partying possible?
NO FUCKING WAY!

I love my life at the moment.
Nah love might be a big word.
I just don't know how life is without
All the partying.

What if it's empty?

Now I have to chose:
Serious living together?
              Or
Serious party life?